M E R R Y C H R I S T M A S!

CHRISTMAS.. started when Jesus Christ was born.. one life that brought freedom to each of everyone of us.. the one who saves us..

JESUS our lord, thank you for everything you've done to us. We're sorry for the mistakes we've done. We all know that it's too much but still, you offer your hands and your loving heart to protect us.

he is our strength to face all the challenges that we may encounter..

keep on loving him.. because, he's the only one.. JESUS CHRIST..

i Love you papa GOD! :) thank you for everything..

CHRISTMAS IN OUR HEARTS.. :)

watch the video.. CLICK HERE..

~~~>>> nethchay.. :)

Good Will Hunting

SYNOPSIS :

Will Hunting is a boy genius who was severely abused as a child and has been in trouble with the law ever since. When Will finally agrees to get counseling to keep himself out of jail and with his girlfriend, he meets Sean, the therapist who will change his life. Good Will Hunting tells the poignant story of Will and Sean's coming to terms with the blows life has dealt them and with the questions that lie in the future.

PART 1

PART 2

PART 3

PART 4

PART 5

PART 6

PART 7

PART 8

PART 9

PART 10

PART 11

PART 12

PART 13

i hope i can understand the story as soon as possible.. so many questions for this movie review. OMG! i cant find the words to say DIFFICULT!

GOODLUCK! =)

-- > CHAY

My HEROES =)

what is a hero?

For me, a hero doesn't always mean that it is a person, because it can also define as a thing.. definitely it is.. i'm proud to say that this topic was discussed earlier in our subject "RIZAL", of course, as usual, in terms of heroes.. our hero, Dr. Jose Rizal will never be at the last.

But this time, we were asked by our professor, Mr. Malvas, "who is/are your hero/es?". Definitely i got an idea suddenly. and.. they are my heroes..

FIRST.. that is our GOD..

some people believed in the saying "to see is to believe", but for me.. it wasn't.. i have one thing that can made you realized that you are believing for something even though it's not existing.. LIKE GOD.. he's not definitely existing personally.. but i, believe in him. he's the reason why we have a world like this. a wonderful planet that provide what everything we need. he's definitely the reason why this wonderful world stays.

SECOND.. my FAMILY..

my family, because, they are the one who challenged me a lot to strive for my dreams to come true. they are the reason why i'm still living for my dreams that definitely achieving one by one.

first thing first, my parents of course.. without them, i wouldn't be here in this wonderful world that GOD created. i'm so blessed that i had given a father and especially a

mother who pursue to finished my studies, even though my father at times loosen up his hopes for being in a middle class of type of family. she strive for me since i was born. she sacrificed everything for me. giving her very best. i'm so very thankful to GOD because, i'm so lucky to have her in my life.

another part of my family that gives me strength not to give up for us, for my future. that is my..

eldest sister. why? because, she's the one who planned for me to be a professional nurse in the near future. and definitely she's struggling for me to continue my studies in abroad. i don't know how because she doesn't have any work there. as for me, for my co-students having parents, relatives, family member that work abroad , you're so lucky to have one. but i, even doesn't know where my sister get money for my studies. i'm so lucky to be her sister. giving her very best for my dream to come true. she's so brave to go abroad without even knowing what will happen soon if she stays. still, i'm so thankful i have a sister like her.

THIRD.. my FRIENDS

because of them, my braveness get stronger and stronger. from them i learned to be more competent to ignore none sense things. without their insults , good or bad.. maybe they'll never know who i really am. hope that we still be friends forever. even though i made some mistakes that they can't accept that some things they didn't know hurt me a lot.

especially these two..

jeromia @ my right and verlynn @ my left. they give me confidence to prove something that some people misinterpret things i've done. they specifically influenced me to fight for my right but still i can't. i just let things happen. i just let people misinterprets me. because i know that they will learn to appreciate me, even though i'm not existing .. i mean i'm just ignoring whatever people will say about me.

and of course, i wouldn't forget my BEST FRIEND..

grace ann.. since first year high school, we're classmates but we knew each other when we were 3rd year high school. but our friendship becomes stronger when we got 4th year. i don't know what happen.. it's just.. suddenly.. we got together. spent time during break time.. tireless conversation which we didn't know what's being tackled. She's the one who truly knows me a lot. without her, i don't know who'll whom to be with when i don't know what would i do. SHE's the BEST! SUPER! AS in! to the HIGHEST LEVEL.. UNexplainable..

FOURTH... the MUSICIANS..

from the start, i really love music.. without music, i feel like i'm dying.. to be alone in a so bright world but doesn't have any noise. MUSIC inspires me a lot. when i'm sad, happy, angry.. mixed emotions.. i just listened to it.. then i really feels so calm.. MUSIC is LIFE .. that's really worth while.

and.. last but not the least...

this is....

me.. why? because, without i, myself.. everything wouldn't happen.. i'm the one who'll work for it.. for my dreams that some people struggled for me to survive. because i'm the one whose born to achieve different goals in life. all of these, wouldn't happen without me. i'm the one who subject to it. that's why i include myself not as a hero.. but an opportunistic..

ACHIEVING what must ACHIEVE.. giving not what is best but giving what's RIGHT. :)

"PEOPLE may MISINTERPRET, but only GOD knows what is TRUE"

creator : nethchay myself..

MUSIC

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"when i look at you by miley cyrus"

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"everybody needs inspiration, everybody needs a song,

a beautiful melody, when the night 's so long,

that there is no guarantee, that this life is easy

Yeah, when my world is falling apart
When there’s no light to break up the dark
That’s when I, I, I look at you
When the waves are flooding the shore and I
Can’t find my way home anymore
That’s when I, I, I look at you

When I look at you
I see forgiveness
I see the truth
You love me for who I am
Like the stars hold the moon
Right there where they belong and I know
I’m not alone

Yeah, when my world is falling apart
When there’s no light to break up the dark
That’s when I, I, I look at you
When the waves are flooding the shore and I
Can’t find my way home anymore
That’s when I, I, I look at you

You, appear, just like a dream to me
Just like cyledoscope colors that
Cover me
All I need
Every breath, that I breathe
Dontcha know?
Your beautiful

Yeah yeah..

When the waves are flooding the shore
And I cant find my way home anymore
Thats when I,
I I look at you
I look at you

Yeah yeah..
Oh oh..

You appear just like a dream to me.."

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from the song entitled "when i look at you" sang by miley cyrus. as i understood what her song wants to indicate that life isn't easy and that's true. it's for real that no one in this world live happily without any struggles in life. for people who are rich or poor. no one in this world not even experienced difficulties in their lives. everyone struggled to live.

as this song sang very powerful, I've realized that music brought life. brought new hope in every person who doesn't feel that they are comfortable with their lives that their living.

every thing has it's own purpose, that's why god created people who understands and who feels the real meaning , the real sound of true music. who may publish everything about our world that covered with a wonderful song.

along with my own identity, i definitely love music. it soothes my personality from the start i learned about this. an inspirational music that brought not only joy but also HOPE that was came from GOD and absolutely expanding the life of every person's faith.

"THROUGH GOD, THROUGH MUSIC.. LIFE begins in YOU."

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video creator : nethchay myself.

DREAM

Why should I entitled this blog as "DREAM"?

Bilang isang estudyante na lubos na nag-aaral para sa kinabukasn. Bakit nga ba "DREAM"?

Katulad ng ibang estudyante, ako'y may mga pangarap din. Mga pangarap na kayhirap abutin, mga pangarap na noon ay itinatag at hanggang ngayon na pilit inaabot.

Madali lang, libre lang ang mangarap. Pero kung pangarap ko lang din naman ang pag-uusapan. Ito iyong klaseng pangarap na nais maabot. Ginagawan ng paraan upang makamtan na noon pa lang ay pinagplanuhan na. Napakadaling sabihin na itong pangarap na ito ay maabot ko kaagad kapag ako'y nakatapos na ng pag-aaral. Subalit, walang kasiguraduhan na ako'y matatanggap agad sa trabaho na nais kong pasukan. Paano ko nga ba maabot itong pangarap na aking itinatag noong ako'y bata pa lamang?

Nitong mga araw, ang pangarap ko na dati'y isang panaginip lamang ay unti-unti ko ng naaabot. Dahil sa pagsisikap at tiyaga. Alam ko sa sarili ko na ang dating pangarap ay katotohanan ko ng nadadama.

Ito lamang ang natatanging bagay na aking pinagsisikapan para sa kinabukasan.

"DON'T let your DREAMS become a DREAM FOREVER"

working student

July 26, 2010, the day i was started to be one of the students that are working. Definitely it's so hard, but i know that's the challenge for me. I'm just starting, no one knows what will happen tomorrow. I'll just continue what I'm doing because I know this would be beautiful for my future, for my dreams that had been frozen since I was a little child. And now, I'm growing, I know that this kind of opportunity, luckily was given by GOD. I'm so thankful that GOD loves me so much. I know I've done so many mistakes but still he forgave me.

Soon, I will see what's the result what I've started.

DON'T LOSE HOPE, just BELIEVE you CAN!

Duty (continuation)

July 21, this was the day that every one of us, me and my group mates definitely confused. We are not prepared for our prelim examination that day but still we continue to school and take the last exam.

This day, we had so many cases. First one was the C/S that I was experienced to be the second scrub nurse. :) So proud to be.

Next case, was the hernioraphy which Arenz was the second scrub nurse.

We, are definitely nervous but still we did what we must do.

We handle cord dressing that was leaded by Richelle and Aitchy.

We are so glad that we handled so much cases in our area.

VERY WELL SAID. :)

Duty

While i'm arriving to school, i received a text message from my classmate and also my groupmate saying that we have a duty tomorrow. Personally, i was shocked, because no one of us were prepared for the said duty. And knowingly that the time of our duty was 7 am to 3 pm. Definitely, i don't know what to do.

But then i realized that i have so much time to prepared. That's why, after i went to school, i prepared my things fomr tomorrow. I ironed all my stuffs that i will be using for tomorrow's duty. I bought gloves near our place.

Somehow, the day that we are waiting had come. July 13, our next duty. We don't have any case that time, that's why we study some stuffs and Ma'am Sherryl Gil , our Clinical Instructor taught us the different types of needle at the first time. Then... Also about the MDH that is a secondary hospital that was owned by Soriano, MD.

July 14, unfortunately and unlucky, we don't have duty because of the devastating thunder and storm named basyang. Me and my groupmates definitely don't know what to do because there was no supply of electricity and also the water supply was shut down. No one slept because of the talks about how we will go to our duty. We planned not to go and confirmed to Ma'am Teruel that our duty was cancelled. And definitely "ang aming kalooban ay pumanatag na." And we start to sleep at already 6am.

July 19, our second duty but it must be our fourth. We have our minor case and Mildred got it.

July 20, another minor case.. Richelle got the same way. :)

July 21....

The most TOXIC and the unforgettable moment in our group.. .. hahaha!! :)

TO BE CONTINUE.. :)

Just Written (Fear Itself)

While watching television and I'm thinking... "what would i write to make a new post on my blog?" until now i'm still thinking but i thought i can find something new. Because of 3 consecutive days of sleepless nights, i just imagine how would the world be if i'm not destined to born. That's the thing what i'm thinking this time. But...

I saw the title what i'm watching.. "Fear itself"..

I don't know what i'm thinking this time, i swear. I don't know what i wanna be. I'm just typing here don't know what would be the next word.

What if I write about FEAR ITSELF? Well.. Why not?

Hmm...??

What are my fears? And?? Why I'm afraid of that?

First thing.. I'm afraid to LOSE someone who's been part of my life and who'll be part of my life forever.. who gave his life for me to survive and forgive me for what I've done wrong. THAT's GOD. He's the reason why i'm still living in this world that brings joy to me.

Second thing.. I'm afraid to LOSE my FAMILY.. from the start, they are the one who shaped my personality. They are the one who brought happiness and freedom to live appropriately.

Third.. Of course, I'm afraid to LOSE my FRIENDS.. if i'm not with them.. my world seems dying. I feel so incomplete without them. They strenghten my heart when to fight and to give up. They accept me for what I am, and for who is NENETH they've known from the start. They always stay beside me. Even though not personally but heartedly.

I give thanks to all, for not giving up for what they need to fight for. Who are still believing that life is GOD-given.

GOD bless us ALL. :)

"LOOSEN up your FEARS and STRENGHTEN your FAITH"

Please Don't Judge Me :'(

Bakit kayo ganyan? hindi ninyo naman alam ang totoo akala nyo na kung sino kayo makapagsalita sa akin? wala naman akong ginagawang masama sa inyo ah? bakit? Sasabihin nyo kilala nyo na ko? eh kahit nga sarili nyo hindi nyo kilala eh. di ba?

Sana matuto kayong rumespeto, nag-aaral kayo para malaman kung ano ang dapat sa hindi, kung paano rumespeto ng tama at hindi para manghusga. Hindi nyo na inisip kung ano yung mararamdaman ko.

Kung may alinlangan kayo sa mga bagay sa paligid ninyo, bakit hindi nyo makuhang magtanong? Lahat ng bagay sa mundo may kasagutan. Tandaan ninyo, bago kayo magsalita, sana alamin nyo muna kung makakasakit kayo ng damdamin ng ibang tao.

Huwag nyong sanayin ang sarili ninyo na mauna ang panghuhusga kaysa sa pagkilala. Dahil lahat ng tao dito sa mundo, magkakaiba kaya sana wag nyong itulad sa mga taong nakakasama nyo, mapa-past man yan, present o kahit kelan nyo pa nakasama.

Sana kilalanin nyo muna ako. PLEASE! :'(

"TAO din po AKO, NASASAKTAN. :'("

That's what friends are for

Bilang isang tao na hindi nag eexpect ng kahit anumang bagay mula sa iba na tanging ninanais lamang ay magkaroon ng isang tunay na kaibigan na kahit anong mangyari ay hindi ako kailanman iiwan. Hindi namin alintana ang mga bagong kaibigang dumating. Dahil kasabay ng pagdating nila ay ang mas higit na tumatatag na samahan at tiwala sa isa't isa na kailanman ay hindi mabubuwag ng kahit sino man.

"And if I should ever go away, Well, then close your eyes and try, To feel the way we do today, And then if you can remember, Keep smiling, keep shining, Knowing you can always count on me,for sure, that`s what friends are for, For good times, and bad times, I`ll be on your side forevermore, That`s what friends are for."

Mula sa mga linya ng kantang iyan, kahit ano man ang maging panahon, o pagsubok na dumating sa aming mga buhay, ay hindi magbabago ang aming pagkakaibigan.

When I start writing this- my third blog, i keep on listening and watching our video, it doesn't mean that i'm so possess with this song or with the pictures that i put.I just can't hide what's the feeling when you have your true best friend, that always on your side what matters most. The memories doesn't fade.

Any kind of tears were embraced by both of us. Tears of joy, whenever we can't get over what was being tackled about and also the tears of sorrow that can't be define by others.
It's simple to say that we're just like people who doesn't mind what they are talking about us as long as "wala kaming nasasaktang ibang tao."

No matter what, we will be best friends FOREVER. :)

"PHOTOGRAPHS may FADE, but MEMORIES DON'T"

You Are Not Alone

As time goes by, different person you may encounter but there are persons that are true to you or what you can called as your true friends. Some says that "college na tayo, iba na ngayon", but still i believe in saying that "maraming dumadating pero iilan lang ang totoo".

Why I entitled this blog as "you are not alone"? Because, even though you don't have your acquiantance at this time at your side, still, they are in your heart. No matter what, your with them or not, still, they are your true friends. True friends that you can count on whenever you have so much problems not just to give you some advices but to give you comfort.

Just what the song entitled "That's what friends are for" said that whatever the time is, in good times or bad times they will be on each other sides.

You don't have to look anywhere else, because true friends will come if it's the time. You don't have to wait because God, planned it for us.

"FRIENDS may be APART, maybe in DISTANCE but not in HEART"

Competitions

As of now, many of today's Filipino youth like to watch different types of competetion, like dance contest, singing contest, theatrical arts and etc., that's why many of them discover their own talent. This proves that Filipino youth possesses skill in different types of performing arts, but how do these talents affect the students?

As one of the people who's in fan in different types of competition, I discover my own talent, that I can sing, I can dance and I can act as much as i want. Once, I dream to be an artist that many people admired but i don't think so that it'll happen. But it's not my reason to stop for struggling to enhance my talent.

I'm one of today's Filipino youth who like to watch different competition especially singing and dance contest. In fact, I have so many friends that possesses in dancing that compete in different places like the "The God's Unit Crew", "The Zone-x.com" and "The Final Justice". These three groups I admired most not because they are dancers, it is because they are what you can call your true friends. They treat you as one of them. you may not feel something that you're out of place or "OP" in some kind.

Definitely it doesn't affect my studies. Why? Because, I'm the one who's responsible for what i'm doing and definitely, I know what my limitations are. That's why I'm still one of the third year nursing students of OLFU-Antipolo which absolutely studying as much as i can.

"EXPLORE your TALENT, and SHOW it to the WORLD!" :)