While watching television and I'm thinking... "what would i write to make a new post on my blog?" until now i'm still thinking but i thought i can find something new. Because of 3 consecutive days of sleepless nights, i just imagine how would the world be if i'm not destined to born. That's the thing what i'm thinking this time. But...
I saw the title what i'm watching.. "Fear itself"..
I don't know what i'm thinking this time, i swear. I don't know what i wanna be. I'm just typing here don't know what would be the next word.
What if I write about FEAR ITSELF? Well.. Why not?
Hmm...??
What are my fears? And?? Why I'm afraid of that?
First thing.. I'm afraid to LOSE someone who's been part of my life and who'll be part of my life forever.. who gave his life for me to survive and forgive me for what I've done wrong. THAT's GOD. He's the reason why i'm still living in this world that brings joy to me.
Second thing.. I'm afraid to LOSE my FAMILY.. from the start, they are the one who shaped my personality. They are the one who brought happiness and freedom to live appropriately.
Third.. Of course, I'm afraid to LOSE my FRIENDS.. if i'm not with them.. my world seems dying. I feel so incomplete without them. They strenghten my heart when to fight and to give up. They accept me for what I am, and for who is NENETH they've known from the start. They always stay beside me. Even though not personally but heartedly.
I give thanks to all, for not giving up for what they need to fight for. Who are still believing that life is GOD-given.
GOD bless us ALL. :)
"LOOSEN up your FEARS and STRENGHTEN your FAITH"
