MUSIC

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"when i look at you by miley cyrus"

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"everybody needs inspiration, everybody needs a song,

a beautiful melody, when the night 's so long,

that there is no guarantee, that this life is easy

Yeah, when my world is falling apart
When there’s no light to break up the dark
That’s when I, I, I look at you
When the waves are flooding the shore and I
Can’t find my way home anymore
That’s when I, I, I look at you

When I look at you
I see forgiveness
I see the truth
You love me for who I am
Like the stars hold the moon
Right there where they belong and I know
I’m not alone

Yeah, when my world is falling apart
When there’s no light to break up the dark
That’s when I, I, I look at you
When the waves are flooding the shore and I
Can’t find my way home anymore
That’s when I, I, I look at you

You, appear, just like a dream to me
Just like cyledoscope colors that
Cover me
All I need
Every breath, that I breathe
Dontcha know?
Your beautiful

Yeah yeah..

When the waves are flooding the shore
And I cant find my way home anymore
Thats when I,
I I look at you
I look at you

Yeah yeah..
Oh oh..

You appear just like a dream to me.."

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from the song entitled "when i look at you" sang by miley cyrus. as i understood what her song wants to indicate that life isn't easy and that's true. it's for real that no one in this world live happily without any struggles in life. for people who are rich or poor. no one in this world not even experienced difficulties in their lives. everyone struggled to live.

as this song sang very powerful, I've realized that music brought life. brought new hope in every person who doesn't feel that they are comfortable with their lives that their living.

every thing has it's own purpose, that's why god created people who understands and who feels the real meaning , the real sound of true music. who may publish everything about our world that covered with a wonderful song.

along with my own identity, i definitely love music. it soothes my personality from the start i learned about this. an inspirational music that brought not only joy but also HOPE that was came from GOD and absolutely expanding the life of every person's faith.

"THROUGH GOD, THROUGH MUSIC.. LIFE begins in YOU."

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video creator : nethchay myself.

DREAM

Why should I entitled this blog as "DREAM"?

Bilang isang estudyante na lubos na nag-aaral para sa kinabukasn. Bakit nga ba "DREAM"?

Katulad ng ibang estudyante, ako'y may mga pangarap din. Mga pangarap na kayhirap abutin, mga pangarap na noon ay itinatag at hanggang ngayon na pilit inaabot.

Madali lang, libre lang ang mangarap. Pero kung pangarap ko lang din naman ang pag-uusapan. Ito iyong klaseng pangarap na nais maabot. Ginagawan ng paraan upang makamtan na noon pa lang ay pinagplanuhan na. Napakadaling sabihin na itong pangarap na ito ay maabot ko kaagad kapag ako'y nakatapos na ng pag-aaral. Subalit, walang kasiguraduhan na ako'y matatanggap agad sa trabaho na nais kong pasukan. Paano ko nga ba maabot itong pangarap na aking itinatag noong ako'y bata pa lamang?

Nitong mga araw, ang pangarap ko na dati'y isang panaginip lamang ay unti-unti ko ng naaabot. Dahil sa pagsisikap at tiyaga. Alam ko sa sarili ko na ang dating pangarap ay katotohanan ko ng nadadama.

Ito lamang ang natatanging bagay na aking pinagsisikapan para sa kinabukasan.

"DON'T let your DREAMS become a DREAM FOREVER"

working student

July 26, 2010, the day i was started to be one of the students that are working. Definitely it's so hard, but i know that's the challenge for me. I'm just starting, no one knows what will happen tomorrow. I'll just continue what I'm doing because I know this would be beautiful for my future, for my dreams that had been frozen since I was a little child. And now, I'm growing, I know that this kind of opportunity, luckily was given by GOD. I'm so thankful that GOD loves me so much. I know I've done so many mistakes but still he forgave me.

Soon, I will see what's the result what I've started.

DON'T LOSE HOPE, just BELIEVE you CAN!

Duty (continuation)

July 21, this was the day that every one of us, me and my group mates definitely confused. We are not prepared for our prelim examination that day but still we continue to school and take the last exam.

This day, we had so many cases. First one was the C/S that I was experienced to be the second scrub nurse. :) So proud to be.

Next case, was the hernioraphy which Arenz was the second scrub nurse.

We, are definitely nervous but still we did what we must do.

We handle cord dressing that was leaded by Richelle and Aitchy.

We are so glad that we handled so much cases in our area.

VERY WELL SAID. :)

Duty

While i'm arriving to school, i received a text message from my classmate and also my groupmate saying that we have a duty tomorrow. Personally, i was shocked, because no one of us were prepared for the said duty. And knowingly that the time of our duty was 7 am to 3 pm. Definitely, i don't know what to do.

But then i realized that i have so much time to prepared. That's why, after i went to school, i prepared my things fomr tomorrow. I ironed all my stuffs that i will be using for tomorrow's duty. I bought gloves near our place.

Somehow, the day that we are waiting had come. July 13, our next duty. We don't have any case that time, that's why we study some stuffs and Ma'am Sherryl Gil , our Clinical Instructor taught us the different types of needle at the first time. Then... Also about the MDH that is a secondary hospital that was owned by Soriano, MD.

July 14, unfortunately and unlucky, we don't have duty because of the devastating thunder and storm named basyang. Me and my groupmates definitely don't know what to do because there was no supply of electricity and also the water supply was shut down. No one slept because of the talks about how we will go to our duty. We planned not to go and confirmed to Ma'am Teruel that our duty was cancelled. And definitely "ang aming kalooban ay pumanatag na." And we start to sleep at already 6am.

July 19, our second duty but it must be our fourth. We have our minor case and Mildred got it.

July 20, another minor case.. Richelle got the same way. :)

July 21....

The most TOXIC and the unforgettable moment in our group.. .. hahaha!! :)

TO BE CONTINUE.. :)

Just Written (Fear Itself)

While watching television and I'm thinking... "what would i write to make a new post on my blog?" until now i'm still thinking but i thought i can find something new. Because of 3 consecutive days of sleepless nights, i just imagine how would the world be if i'm not destined to born. That's the thing what i'm thinking this time. But...

I saw the title what i'm watching.. "Fear itself"..

I don't know what i'm thinking this time, i swear. I don't know what i wanna be. I'm just typing here don't know what would be the next word.

What if I write about FEAR ITSELF? Well.. Why not?

Hmm...??

What are my fears? And?? Why I'm afraid of that?

First thing.. I'm afraid to LOSE someone who's been part of my life and who'll be part of my life forever.. who gave his life for me to survive and forgive me for what I've done wrong. THAT's GOD. He's the reason why i'm still living in this world that brings joy to me.

Second thing.. I'm afraid to LOSE my FAMILY.. from the start, they are the one who shaped my personality. They are the one who brought happiness and freedom to live appropriately.

Third.. Of course, I'm afraid to LOSE my FRIENDS.. if i'm not with them.. my world seems dying. I feel so incomplete without them. They strenghten my heart when to fight and to give up. They accept me for what I am, and for who is NENETH they've known from the start. They always stay beside me. Even though not personally but heartedly.

I give thanks to all, for not giving up for what they need to fight for. Who are still believing that life is GOD-given.

GOD bless us ALL. :)

"LOOSEN up your FEARS and STRENGHTEN your FAITH"

Please Don't Judge Me :'(

Bakit kayo ganyan? hindi ninyo naman alam ang totoo akala nyo na kung sino kayo makapagsalita sa akin? wala naman akong ginagawang masama sa inyo ah? bakit? Sasabihin nyo kilala nyo na ko? eh kahit nga sarili nyo hindi nyo kilala eh. di ba?

Sana matuto kayong rumespeto, nag-aaral kayo para malaman kung ano ang dapat sa hindi, kung paano rumespeto ng tama at hindi para manghusga. Hindi nyo na inisip kung ano yung mararamdaman ko.

Kung may alinlangan kayo sa mga bagay sa paligid ninyo, bakit hindi nyo makuhang magtanong? Lahat ng bagay sa mundo may kasagutan. Tandaan ninyo, bago kayo magsalita, sana alamin nyo muna kung makakasakit kayo ng damdamin ng ibang tao.

Huwag nyong sanayin ang sarili ninyo na mauna ang panghuhusga kaysa sa pagkilala. Dahil lahat ng tao dito sa mundo, magkakaiba kaya sana wag nyong itulad sa mga taong nakakasama nyo, mapa-past man yan, present o kahit kelan nyo pa nakasama.

Sana kilalanin nyo muna ako. PLEASE! :'(

"TAO din po AKO, NASASAKTAN. :'("